INTRODUCTION
Chapter One Females’ Restrained Gender Role
1.1 Compulsory Sexuality and Performative Gender
1.1.1 A Failed Self-identity Construction
1.1.2 Repetitive Gender Performance
1.1.3 An Identity Reconstruction
1.2 The Mobility and Uncertainty of Sexual Identity
1.2.1 A Complex Affection
1.2.2 Empathetic Consolation from the Same Sex
1.2.3 Manifestation of Fluid Sexuality
Chapter Two Family Fetter and Burden
2.1 Housewives Lacking Real Voice
2.1.1 Female writing: a Self Reflection and Release
2.1.2 Reading as an Escape
2.1.3 Reminiscing: Fear of Ageing and Being Ignored
2.2 Predicaments of Pursuing Females’ Discourse
2.2.1 Constant Familial Attention and Self-doubt
2.2.2 True Longing and Its Collateral Damage
2.2.3 Incomplete Home: a Lesbian Mother’s Pride and Regret
Chapter Three Diversity and Distinction
3.1 The Uniqueness of Women’s Experiences
3.1.1 A Typical Day of Variety and Importance
3.1.2 The Melting of Unreasonable Opposites and Limits
3.2 Final Choices between Life and Death
3.2.1 Relief and Rebirth in Different Ways
3.2.2 Moments in Delight or in Darkness
Conclusion
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Appendices
A. 学位论文数据集
致谢
重庆大学;